dark night, dark emotion
today i was talking abt my relationship with my boyfriend. i released my thought and idea of my problem in relationship to my other party. But unfortunatly, he didnt catch it and even quarral with me. i dont understand why but i feel very hurt and desperate. I hope i can get any reply or feedback from him but sadly he speechless and nothing to tell me. Is it the time that i need to give up my relationship or still give me one more chance or time to wait?
I think i need to learn to submit my all burdens even my relationship into god's hand. I do believe that god will help me to figure out the final answer. i still worry and unwilling to break up with him. But if it is god's will, i need to do according to his calling. God.... hope you can help me really really help me through this situation. I used to think i am not alone when i get into relationship but until today i do relaised that i am still alone even i got a boyfriend. I am alone in my life becuz he dont understand how i feel and accept my concern and advice. I am alone becuz i cannot find a way to negotiate with him. I am still alone. I am alone god. I dont feel loneliness but i feel sadness. My relationship is lack of trust how shall we keep moving on? How shall we breakthrough this? God i need your answer. i need your word is that i need to study bible, talk to my cg member and share to you and receive your words. Lord i need you. You are all i need~~~
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